As far as I can remember, I had my first crush on boys when I was in Form One at the only boys school in town ---> St Thomas Secondary School. His name was Khor Dean Hon, a chinese boy from Ipoh, who moves to Kuantan. I think he was stunningly goodlooking and I had a crush on him; admire him secretly and was able to be in the same class as him when I was in Form Two. From that day onwards until I was in Form Five, I was in the same class as him; being near to him just made my day and made me happy; anytime when he is absence from school, I would be in a depressing mood. Maybe I should have declare my love for him but I just don't have the guts; so being a mere classmates and friends with him is sufficient for me. And one day he gave me a AidilFitri Raya card and at the bottom of the card he wrote 'Love Adrian Khor'. Wow I was in high spirits having received a card from him let alone with the words 'love' on it. After leaving school for my A Levels, we did keep in touch with each other until something bad befalls me at college; something which I have been trying to forget but it keeps coming into my dreams.
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